An end in sight?

I really feel for you but know your not alone. I have been through depression many times in my life and each time I have felt like I wasn't going to make it. I have isolated alot during these times also. Don't be so hard on yourself about doing the "right" things, just do the best you can. If you believe in God, now is the time to reach out to him. If you don't believe in Him think really hard about starting to. He will never let you down!