What should I do with my life ?

you can try working for a fashion magazine. I know you aren't a strong writer, but you are in college, so there is time to bone up on your writing skills. For that take a couple of cles and join the school newspaper. or get a job working for a movie studio in the hair, makeup, and clothes department. while still in college find your local college theater group or a nearby group. if they don't have an opening, then ask the lead person if you can be an apprentice( no one turns down free help).