Does being this size mean I shouldn't need help?

aww, i feel so bad for you, and boy can i relate 2 this one! i can relate to almost all of this... eating disorders are hell. they don't even have to be physcially that u are underweight, because the mental part is worse. the best therapy is seeking a therapist and letting God help you. u sound like me, very kind and encouraging to others, but harming of self. i wish u the best of luck and once u overcome the fear of asking for help, or thinking its a weakness, then u can beat the hell outta your eating disorder!