If death is natural, why do we not accept it?

because we do not understand it and we fear what might happen to us when we die. also people were more accepting of death years ago when 45 was really old. for some reason people today want to live forever. i think that is silly but what you need to do is have more faith and that should help you accept death. i'm sorry for you that too many of your relatives have died. it is not easy but time does ease the pain a bit but it never goes away totally.